As I enter the remainder of my high school career I can't help to notice mine as well as my friends confusion. Mainly as to what love is. They are extremely lucky compared to others for they have found love at a young age and that love will keep them together for a very long time. What keeps me from love is fear. I can adimittingly say it but have trouble dealing with my problem. I have found someone who wants to spend the rest of their life with me and yet I find it hard to feel the same way. Every guy I have ever dated tells me that I am the first girl that they can have a friendship as well as a relationship. That I am very easy to talk to and understanding. I have even been told that most girls try to change them but I like them for who they are. If all that is true how come I can't find the love? Once again, Confusion.